I was asked to speak on my divine calling as a mother tonight. While public speaking makes me super nervous, I love the opportunity it gives me to reflect and count my blessings. Because I hope my calling of motherhood continues I want to share my randomn thoughts here. I also want my family to one day see and always know how priviledged I feel to be called "mom" and "wife".
Here you go.
Russell M Nelson said "Each daughter of God is of infinite worth because of her divine mission". I am lucky enough to be filling the divine role of motherhood which I get to discuss with you briefly tonight.President Faust said "Being a mother is not only a great challenge; it is a divine calling." I well remember the earlier years of exhaustion as a mom of a newborn, 18 month old, and 3 1/2 year old, married to a counselor in the bishopric, in the middle of his busy season. I remember noticing more of the challenges of the feeding, bathing, wiping, nursing, and laundring everyone but myself and wishing that I was more able to keep up with everything. Now, a short four years later, life has slowed down a little and I realize that my calling as a mother with children in the home won't last much longer. I find myself missing those earlier, exhausting days with little loving hands and snuggly babies.There are SO many roles to fill as women. I am so GRATEFUL for the roles I have been trusted with as a wife of Ryan and mommy to Gracie, Braden, Tanner and hopefully another one someday. My hope is to be able to be worthy of that trust in the sacred callings my Heavenly Father sees fit to give me.I know that our Father in Heaven planted women here for a purpose. Gordon B. Hinckley once said, "God planted within women something divine" and I know that to be true.(Then I accompanied a sweet soloist who sang this song that I got to be a part of with a student composer at BYU. "A Woman's Prayer" by Cheri Magill
is still one of my favorite songs about women. Here are the words...)Working hard, down on calloused knees,
The woman claimed her pay.
With much to do and more to learn,
She humbly hurried on her way
to give the Lord her only coin,
but He saw a willing heart.
Lord, help me to be more grateful to Thee for the honor of doing my part.
She struggled through the anxious crowd, just to touch His clothes.
Barred from life and any loved ones,
She risked all to be made whole.
As she fell to her knees, her faith set her free.
Lord, help me ignore the crowd and faithfully follow Thee.
Women of the past and women today
with hearts full of love and desire
Please bless us Lord that this spirit
may continue to burn as fire.
She gently wiped a tear from her cheek
as they roughly handled her son.
She remembered when she cradled him
til the hours of the day were done.
The little child that she held would change the world eternally.
Lord, help me endure to the end
to be worthy of embracing Thee.
Women of the past and women today
with hearts full of love and desire.
Please bless us Lord that this spirit
may continue to burn as fire.